No one knows what future brings. Even if we say we are prepared for the future, we can still say that we are unprepared of the unpredictable things that the future brings. Many people used to say that they're prepared for the future, that they're ready to face it, but are they really that prepared?... That's the question that still kinda bother me now. Does anyone really know what will happen on the future?
Many people are planning for their future. But are these plans really that helpful? or help to get things worst? I think, if we talk about it as helpful thing, It is really indeed helpful, and we talk about making things worst, well, maybe a bit. If I'm going to rate it, maybe 98% of the plan for future is helpful and the remaining 2% is not.
I myself don't really know what will also happen to me in future. Actually, I'm worried about it because. I'm worried now for my self, but for those people who believe in me. I'm worried that I might fail them in the future. But as I travel my life's journey, I used to think that I should not fear facing the future, and now that's what's on my mind now. Why shouldn't I fear? It is because I know, with God nothing is impossible if you are really deserving and if you really strive for it. I usually pray for my and my family's future everyday. No person knows what the future brings but the Future Maker knows it. And the Future Maker is no other than God. Just trust the Maker and everything else will follow.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Crunch Situation
ME in a CRUNCH Situation
I’m in a crunch situation now (not just now, but, I guess, for as long as I don’t know what to do about this).
It’s so funny that these days, I can’t sleep because of unsolved (unresolved) problems. Before, I think too much about problems that I meet, but now, this problem seems to disturb me a lot. And this one particular problem makes me “depressed”.
There are times that I used to ask Papa God if this is His way of punishing me with my sins. If it’s His way, then it’s fine with me. I know that for every sin that I make, I’ll probably be punished whether I like it or not. And for every sin, I really repent.
Even if Papa God is punishing me, I still love Him more than anyone here on earth. I don’t care how these punishments are and I don’t give a damn because I know that through it all, Papa God just wants me to realize how important Papa God is.
Papa God is everything to me. He’s everything because without Him, I won’t be here. Without Him, I’m not the Sheena May that you know.
Papa God, the Father, and Jesus Christ, the Son, are my best friends, redeemer, fortress, savior, and everything. I know that people will hate me, love me, leave me and curse me, but Papa God, the Father, and Jesus Christ, the Son, will never leave me nor forsake me. They never leave my side even just for a second.
I know, the right time will come that my problems will be solved (resolved). No one can tell when it is, but for sure, that day will come soon.
God bless to those who read and don’t read my blog!
I’m in a crunch situation now (not just now, but, I guess, for as long as I don’t know what to do about this).
It’s so funny that these days, I can’t sleep because of unsolved (unresolved) problems. Before, I think too much about problems that I meet, but now, this problem seems to disturb me a lot. And this one particular problem makes me “depressed”.
There are times that I used to ask Papa God if this is His way of punishing me with my sins. If it’s His way, then it’s fine with me. I know that for every sin that I make, I’ll probably be punished whether I like it or not. And for every sin, I really repent.
Even if Papa God is punishing me, I still love Him more than anyone here on earth. I don’t care how these punishments are and I don’t give a damn because I know that through it all, Papa God just wants me to realize how important Papa God is.
Papa God is everything to me. He’s everything because without Him, I won’t be here. Without Him, I’m not the Sheena May that you know.
Papa God, the Father, and Jesus Christ, the Son, are my best friends, redeemer, fortress, savior, and everything. I know that people will hate me, love me, leave me and curse me, but Papa God, the Father, and Jesus Christ, the Son, will never leave me nor forsake me. They never leave my side even just for a second.
I know, the right time will come that my problems will be solved (resolved). No one can tell when it is, but for sure, that day will come soon.
God bless to those who read and don’t read my blog!
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Everybody Happy :-)
One of the happiest moment of my life started last Saturday. It's one of God's greatest gifts to me this year, even if I'm such a sinner. I can say that it's one of the happiest moments because my family is complete.
What I mean about complete is that my Mom was allowed to have her vacation and my Dad also have his. For those who don't know, my parents are working far from me and my siblings. When my parents are away, my siblings, two brothers who are younger than I, were residing at my Aunt's house, my Mom's sister. My Aunt used to take care of us when my parents are away and working, but two years ago, she's taking care of my brothers, I'm excluded because I stay in different house since I stepped college.
By the end of this month, my brother will graduate in high school and by the first week of next month, my other brother will graduate in elementary. Since they're graduating, my Mom and Dad want to witness the special event of my brothers. And like my parents, I'm also happy for my brothers. Some family friends always tell me that the years between me and my siblings are good. Well, I kinda agree with that because it just means they're giving compliments to my parents. They say it's good because, just like my two brothers' case, the youngest is graduating in elementary, and the older one is graduating in high school, and I'm supposed to graduate this year in college but it was postponed for next year. So it means, for every new level in school (Secondary, Tertiary), there is a probability that my brothers are not going to meet in the same level (e.g., they're tertiary students at the same time but different in year level).
I hope after my siblings’ graduation, everything will still be in good condition, even if my parents will be far again by that time. They'll be going back to their works after a month or maybe after the Holy Week. Well, I think, I'm not just the only one who always hopes for better life. Every one of us hopes for it, right?
For my last words, based on my own experience, true happiness is measured not with material things but with the moments, which God give us, that we treasure until the end of time, as long as we live.
What I mean about complete is that my Mom was allowed to have her vacation and my Dad also have his. For those who don't know, my parents are working far from me and my siblings. When my parents are away, my siblings, two brothers who are younger than I, were residing at my Aunt's house, my Mom's sister. My Aunt used to take care of us when my parents are away and working, but two years ago, she's taking care of my brothers, I'm excluded because I stay in different house since I stepped college.
By the end of this month, my brother will graduate in high school and by the first week of next month, my other brother will graduate in elementary. Since they're graduating, my Mom and Dad want to witness the special event of my brothers. And like my parents, I'm also happy for my brothers. Some family friends always tell me that the years between me and my siblings are good. Well, I kinda agree with that because it just means they're giving compliments to my parents. They say it's good because, just like my two brothers' case, the youngest is graduating in elementary, and the older one is graduating in high school, and I'm supposed to graduate this year in college but it was postponed for next year. So it means, for every new level in school (Secondary, Tertiary), there is a probability that my brothers are not going to meet in the same level (e.g., they're tertiary students at the same time but different in year level).
I hope after my siblings’ graduation, everything will still be in good condition, even if my parents will be far again by that time. They'll be going back to their works after a month or maybe after the Holy Week. Well, I think, I'm not just the only one who always hopes for better life. Every one of us hopes for it, right?
For my last words, based on my own experience, true happiness is measured not with material things but with the moments, which God give us, that we treasure until the end of time, as long as we live.
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